Frustration. Isn't even in my lexicon anymore. (Translations)

I care-I did care, but now, since you're actually speaking your mind and I don't like it, I'm going to act like I don't

I don't deserve second chances-I know you're going to give me one anyway, so this is just for the record

You can trust me-Tell me what you're thinking or I'm going to guilt trip you in to telling me what I don't want to hear

I won't think you're stupid-I'll just tell you indirectly what a bitch you are and that you "hurt" me

I don't like crushing people-I don't like maiming people other than you. You're my target practice.

~~How I say it, How you take it

I LAUGHED when you said that-(meaning)-You liar, you do that to me all the time-(taken as)-Haha, you suck at life

I feel sick when I see that-I feel like I'm going to cry, vomit and die all at the same time-I just hate you

Doesn't seem like you care-You're being a douche, apologize, NOW-Oh, you're acting just fine

Don't make  me regret this-I will kick your ass if you're fucking with my head-Meh, I'll give you more chances

I feel like shit-I'm asking you to ask me what's wrong so I can tell you and trust you again-I hate you. Go away.

I don't know what to do anymore..-You're confusing me, stop asking questions and help me-*Nag nag nag nag nag*

I'm trying to help-I'm trying to make sure you don't become like me-I just like nagging you

Calm down I'm ain't even mad(:-FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU I HATE YOUR FUCKING GUTS NEXT TIME I SEE YOU I'M GOING TO CUT OFF YOUR BALLS AND MAKE YOU EAT THEM-I ain't even mad

I'm done today-I'm going off to bed to cry, even though I told myself I wouldn't cry over you again-I'll be running back to you tomorrow

I don't like trusting people-I'M PISSED AT YOU. MAKE ME LAUGH OR GO AWAY-Keep bugging me, it'll help in the long run

~Moral? Never trust anyone again without knowing if they are going to stab you in the back...repeatedly... and lie too your face...and so on...

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I speak my mind to fast and don't think of the consequences...
Well I guess that's the end of THOSE friendships...
Unless it's not and I can try to fix it.
Gr... CNCNRIEA
I hate emotions.
I hate relationships.
I hate feeling like I could trust people.
You won't get yelled at.
...yes I did
No one will be mad!
...yes they are
Just trust me.
I did, and I feel even worse.
When did people get so complex?
Where did my friends go?
I guess I'm just all washed out again...
But is it all my fault?
I mean we both are yelling.
We both are hurting.
We both are saying things we don't mean.
...right?

DNUCYRENIOCNIONCRJLKUNDPOSA

...anger is not a good trait. Neither is compassion, forgiveness or even pity.
Sadly I have all 4 and others that are bad.
I'm done with second chances.
I'm done with believing lies.
I'm don't thinking you will change.
Because I haven't seen any in my eyes.
STFU!
If you didn't think I would yell and get upset at you,
You don't know me.
I've given you so many second chances.
And you threw them away.
God, what am I going to do?
I guess I just trust the wrong people.
Maybe I do trust the right ones...
But it seems like they are all pushing me away.
(Maye if you weren't a self-centered sensitive fuck-tard, people would start caring.)
.......thanks
(Just doing my job)
....Fuck you and the little duck you rode in on.
(Suck my dick, bitch.)
*sigh* Fighting is horrible, just fighting with myself was enough
(Guess not.)
Shut the fuck up.
(Never, and you know it)
NCDILWAHCOYN
(o.o Okay, okay)
Thank you.
Enough ranting for today.
Hope that everything goes better today and that I *don't* have to yell anymore.